Weekend #2

Well friday, was a night out in the city. It was actually pretty random, me and andee decided to just hit the town, first stop dee's place and stayed there to chat and secretly try to bring him along, cause it was he's birthday weekend, he kinda bitched it and stayed home, but it was all good. We had to meet up with Marc and Billytown cause they were out in town and having a messy night.

Well we started off at Moulin rouge, stayed there for no more than 10mins, left and got dragged to SoHo with Nik and new found friend Elliot i think he's name was. No idea, don't really care but it was packed. Why? cause some asian person decided to have a birthday there and asians were everywhere. It was like walking through to chinatown or something. Not that i cared or am racist towards asians because i'm asian myself but when you see and hang around asians yourself like family wise, they can't control their alcohol and perfect case, walked in and getting drinks and whatever spilt all over my legs, arms and shirt and shit, and getting bumped into left right and centre. Annoying much?

But anyways we had a few drinks there, free and just hung out in the newly renovated club for a few minutes then headed back to Moulin. No place to be in the cross than Moulin on a friday, some night called Secret Society which is usually good cause last time we went there it was pretty banging. This time it wasn't so much but it was ok. Nothing to complain about cause it was free :D

We stayed there, had a few drinks with cla and co, and nik and redial and shit. Got pretty rowdy in the VIP area but i was just bored, wanted to go home and eat cause i was starving. It was fun but wasn't drinking or anything.

That was friday, saturday came and Kill The Radio was on at The Roxy which hosted Dee's 55th Birthday. Now to have some old party animal mother fucker turning 55 and having a party at a club night, is something to live up too. Haha I'm only kidding, it wasn't a 55th birthday at a club. There is a long nd logic story behind it but i'm not going to explain because i can't be bothered and it will make this blog even longer than what it should be. Capishe?

Saturday came around and it was supposed to be an early night, 1.30-2.00am deadline only because i had a football (soccer) game the following day and i didn't want to be tired, i wanted to be fresh and awake and ready to play but that all failed when i decided to stay due to andee persuading me to stay, buying me drinks and partying all night which is what i totally didn't do. I did quite the opposite, just sitting down, chilling out and waiting to go home. I wish i did go home at 1.30 cause i ended up leaving the joint at around 4.00ish and got to bets house around 5.00 due to stopping to get people and food.

Overall, it was a blah night, had a bit of fun, but it was ok.

Sunday came around and it was my day to shine, had football friendly against mounties and we pumped them 8-3. It was an easy game and i was buggered all weekend afterwards, got home and crashed out and woke up this morning at 11.30am.

Weekend was chat. Am i getting old?

City, city, city!

Yipeee.

x

What's my motherfuckin' name?

Just cruising into ol' school mode.

Snoop doggy, dooogggg.

You start to question things around you, who, what, where, when, why?

Who?
What is the problem?
Where should you start?
When did it all go wrong?
Why?

Don't you wish honest was the best policy in this world, I tend to disagree with that because honest isn't always going to get you further than you think it would. Truth hurts, and when the truth happens to flow through your ears, its like a sudden strike to wherever it would hurt the most, and that could be anywhere but mostly the heart.

I think its better to be left unsaid than to be said because it isn't always the best option to take if its going to hurt you ten times more than you think it would. You would think you'd be ok, but its always ten times worse feeling and what do you do to recover? Whatever you please.

Let your body take control.

We love hmph!

SOUNDS !

The second release line up has been released recently and oh my, is it a great line up.

Armin Van Buuren
Armand Van Helden
James Zabiela
Laidback Luke
Kissy Sell Out
Guy Gerber
Dirty South
Popof
Bobmo
Danger (Trashbags black tent)
Anja Schneider
In Flagranti
Guns'n'Bombs (Trashbags black tent)
Grafton Primary
Justin Martin
Pivot
Matthew Dekay
Hijack
Passions (Trashbags black tent)
Sascha Funke
Aston Shuffle
Ajaz (Typo from last year lol)
Goodwill
Bang Gang DJs
Emerson Todd

&&

I know that there will be the Trashbags DJs (Redial, Smacktown and Why Not Djs) playing.

Get you're tickets through me.

Weekend #1

Well my weekend was quite eventful, or such and not. It was all over the joint. Really.

We'll start off friday.

Well, condom, bets and I were going to go to one of his friends bar just near five dock but that idea ended flopping so badly the night of friday seemed gloomy with nothing to do and nowhere to go and the idea of going to mounties came up but we are always there, we have made friends with one of the bar ladies. She is really nice, good ol' dotty always knows i'm the designated driver and hooks me up with free soft drinks. Really nice old lady, and she backed us up when we had problems there. lol Anyways enough of that, we went to fairfield RSL out of random decision and it was actually nice there. The service and everything there is definitely a big plus in my books. I usually don't like going there cause alot of my relos are there and it just seems quite uncomfortable being there the same time as them, and there is just history with it all.

If you want to go there to hang, and enjoy the decor which is really nice and get free and great drink service. That is the place to go :)

So saturday came around and out of spur decision i decided to hit the races at rosehill garden and to my surprise i did enjoy it, it was like a good fun day out, kinda tired as i didn't get much sleep from the night before but ended up being a great day, nice weather and good company. You need to be dressed up and in the mood for the day, and you have to go with a group of people to enjoy the day.

here's a snap of the group, all nice and happy.

And sunday which was mediocre cause I didn't get much sleep and had a soccer game today which i lost 3-1 and the second goal was partially my wrong doing which i won't get into cause it'll make me look like a douchebag haha!

Another weekend, another week.

Catcha on the flipside.

That muhfucker was the shiiitt!

Katt Williams reppin' The crocodile hunter. Big up for his attempted aussie accent lol!

Ah thats a beauty right there mate. Oh i got er in my sights. Just wait for it, wait for it!

Hearing is getting me down.

Don't you wish you could find a place where you could go an escape from the stress and troubles in your life that you find it hard to even try and look for one that it becomes a stress or even trouble for yourself?

Well what can you really do..
I think the real issue here is to get to the place in the beginning to being able to settle down and escape from it all, and i'm not talking about taking your own life. I'm talking about just getting your mind of things and easing yourself through the power of your own mind. I do not endorse suicide or drug use to help yourself 'escape' so whoever does read this, don't take the wrong idea. If you want to take drugs and take your own life, then go ahead but i urge you not to do so because it's not worth it. If the situation in your life comes to the point where you think that this is it, the end of the road, think twice because there are people you may not think care, really care and would be straight up distraught by your own actions. SO DON'T BE STUPID! lol

Well back to the post, i've done some things that i am not proud of and lost friends and respect from people and I guess i can only learn from the mistakes and become a better person by doing good by the people that has lost faith and respect in me to gain it back, but what do you do when it doesn't work? You tend to question yourself and question your approach and wonder if this would work, or that would work but you are unsure of what approach to take and if you take the wrong on, you're taking a few steps back but if you take the right approach your cheering but then what do you do after the right approach, how do you continue to make that person happy and think 'hey, he is really being genuine or truthful'. Its very hard to pin an exact point on what actions to take because then again you could take the wrong road and go back to the start or could take the right road and be cheering then you'd come to the same decision and you gotta keep at it.

I see it like a gamble on a pokies machine (i know its a bad example) but to gain more money from the gamble you need to guess correctly the card or suit is going to come out and then the next, and if you get it wrong you lose it all and you start it from the start again BUT if you win, you'll keep going to either win more OR take the win and start again with a different approach to maximise your winnings.

Like how do you know what approach and actions to take once you think you're up ahead of the situation or even if you're right. You could be wrong and think you may be right but the only way for you to know is that other person telling you and if they aren't then you just have to GUESS your way through it all and it's all a gamble then take into consideration is the gamble worth losing some dignity or some pride or even starting all over again when you put so much effort it at the start then you have to start again. I know people would get frustrated and annoyed at the fact of starting over again when you've put all this effort in and get nothing in return but ask yourself this question..

Is it worth it?

Once you answer that question, you either start again or give up, take your losses and move on then you'll either go through the whole process again and again til you realise it for yourself which brings me back to the escapism of your troubles and issues. Why can't there be an easier way, it just seems hard for some people with the whole economic issue and whatever else is going on in their life to just stand back from the crowd and take a breather.

I truly think it's worth it and if going through the process again and again will eventually slap me in the face and make me realise I think taking the 'gamble' could either end great on the other side as it takes a different journey, some curve balls and some crazy times or bad, even time wasting but then again it's all up to you.

I wish things could be easier.

On another hand, i'm really digging Metronomy - On Dancefloors. Crazy song and i've had it on repeat in my car, and also at home and i'm going to blog it here. Its got a catchy beat and crazy synths action, sounds like a romantic dinner for two with a violinist playing next to you and you're about to propose or lean in for the first kiss. Haha

Metronomy - On Dancefloors (buy the album)

#1

What ever happened to you, and me?

Fix you.

Perfect.

Fix you by Coldplay

When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse.

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream, down on your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face and I...

Tears stream, down on your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face and I...

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you.

Cancerians follow.

cr: lastnightsparty

So I thought I'd give a random rant and whatever about whats been going on in my dome of mind. Today was quite random, went to bets joint and hung out with the fellas jayerleon and played some wii, and while having a break from working up a sweat trying to defeat 100 CPU wankers on smash bros, i read up on the newspaper and I usually don't believe in horoscope, but i read yesterdays one and I wish i had it here, but it was spot on with how I feel at the moment.

So anyways, what it was all about was like I'm afraid to come out with my feelings at the moment because it'd make me feel stupid and vulnerable to being rejected or turned down and this is generalised which could apply for anything, so like it could mean anything you know but I do agree with the statement and apply it on my life and I look at the decisions I've made and what I have been doing and I'm actually afraid to come out with how I feel about a particular person or a issue that has been raised. I guess vulnerability is a little too much to handle right now, it's like opening yourself up to someone with a gun and not looking out for yourself, or cover to protect yourself. You can either get hurt or survive and that's a risk I'm not likely to take perhaps maybe because I know the outcome or the results of opening up and becoming vulnerable for that little moment in life. It could really come crashing down in a blink of an eye.

Just got to wait and see.

peas&beans

The commotion in the ocean

Wow, the next few months is going to be a pretty busy few months. We love sounds festival tickets are being sold and I'm selling them for the Trashbags people which is what I did last year, it was actually good, made a few bucks and some cool contacts which has flourished again because I'm dealing with Sam from Sounds. Awesome bloke.

But anyways, its going to be intense and stressful, counting all the money, tickets and keeping track of it all then on top of all that, I still need to be looking for a job, and that's something I need to be doing ASAP. I need a job.

Any hermit readers, if you're company is hiring or has an job position within the fields of Administration and/or Graphic Design then holla your way over here! I won't get into self-less promotion about myself.. But i am a great worker ;)

An oily moment

Don't you think these look crazy to eat?

Don't you hate it when you cook something like shallow frying or deep frying say some chicken or something and you get the smell and taste and feel of oil on your skin and face.

Fuck i feel sorry for cats who work at KFC, Macdonalds and all those fast food chains that have to deal with big commercial fryers.

Bahhh!

My first post.

So guys, this is my first post on this newly created blog, and I will give you a jist of what goes down on this crazy and zany blog of mine. Its just a blog that expresses my emotions, feelings and desires for what goes on in my life, usually you'll see the Twitter feed to the side -> and it says a bit, but this is where you'll get the full inside scoop on relevant information that comes upon me.

You will get a dose of music, fashion, art, events around Sydney, even ramblings about shit that makes you go 'wow' or even 'er'. I will post shit that I see from other blogs that interest me and may interest the hermit readers that may stumble along this blog.

And if there is nothing like that as i listed above, its just be having a rant about something, and venting my stresses out on the blog-o-sphere. So here is a pre-warning fuckfaces. Don't complain, I ain't going to care. If you don't like what I say, don't comment or even read this blog.

So anyways, that is all for the introduction, lets play some cards.

(break)

So today, was at jayerleon's house waiting to go to football training and he was showing me some new tunes, and one that really caught my eye was one from new or even kinda old band (I don't know, i'm too lazy to look into it) called Phoenix - 1901. I did recently see it on Asian Dan's blogsite and contemplated downloading it but thought meh and then heard it and then another remix and it definitely wowed me.

Phoenix - 1901
Phoenix - 1901 (Mr. Vegas Remix)

That's all from me.
Peas and beans.